1. |
a song for my rapists
03:44
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little horse
in the sand
broke her(his) leg
has no chance
she says:
"I don't
wanna die
I don't
wanna die"
I don't
wish harm
on anyone
I don't
wish harm
on anyone x2
spiders
on my face
in the mirror
make me real
make me real
make me real
make me real
make me real
i don't
wish harm
on anyone
i don't
wish harm
on anyone x2
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2. |
bardo story 1
02:18
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i woke in a white room
there stood a form
of light and i was born again
i ran away
it followed me
screaming a name i knew
screaming a name i knew
i woke in a white room
a friend of mine
i knew had died was there
he was there
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3. |
bardo story 2
02:20
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corpse light
he said the world is burning me alive
i ask what he means
i don't know shakes his head "it's just time"
40 pills in my mouth
take a second spit them out
yellow bird i sing
red plant
blue yawn
yellow bird
after the day
i watch you pray
after i think
what i must be
must be
must be
must be
must be
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4. |
break into me
03:11
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break into me
please don't sleep
break my knees
ruin me
empty me
empty me
i've come to realize
to realize
i've come to realize
realize
i am so sleepy
these days
i can't even feel
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5. |
hospital man
03:32
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i sat on a plane next to a man
that reeked like
a hospital
i don't mind much at all
when things start to
fall apart
i went looking for a place
to lie down
to lie down
i don't mind much when it looks like
i might be afraid
to go outside
i fell asleep in my car
and walked away from you
and i said:
"it looks like rain."
i don't mind much when things start to
fall apart
i sat on a plane next to a man
that reeked of a
hos
hospital
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6. |
on you
03:51
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and i depend on you
and i depend on you
and i linger on
and i linger on
and i am only nothing
and i am only nothing
and i depend on you
and i depend on you
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7. |
untitled
05:31
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i don't know what supposed to say
i don't like what i've become
the trees burst
in violet rays
i'm under
the violence of you
when the river flows
i'll be coming be home
when the river flows
i'll be coming be home
to you
to you
to you
in my dress
my socks and shoes
my mother
dead moon song
in my dress
you don't know what to do
in my dress
i'm all over you
when the river flows
i'll be coming be home
when the river flows
i'll be coming be home
to you
to you
to you
i feel wrong
in this body
i feel wrong
in this tapestry
i feel wrong
in this body
i feel wrong
in this tapestry
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8. |
among the graves
04:08
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in my time of grace
push me back
to yesterday
yesterday
i look back
and in my time of grace
push me back
against the tracks
of innocence
unrequited
among the graves
among the graves
among the graves
among the graves
and in my time of death
i look back
to yesterday
yesterday
i look back
and in my time of death
have no fear
for yesteryear
it all fades
like a bird
among the graves
among the graves
among the graves
among the graves
among the graves
among the graves
among the graves
among the graves
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9. |
new york
03:35
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sunlight on my dashboard
eyes so bright they're like icicles
you're so quiet i can it in your face
you're not sure if i'm leaving here today
and by now
the leaves are gone
replaced by
the need for warmth
and by now
you understand
how it feels
to have it ripped from your hands
moonlight breaks in my skull
i'm so blind to the rain below
it's like a strawberry
oh so tart but oh so sweet
and by now
the leaves are gone
replaced by
the need for warmth
and by now
you understand
how it feels
to have it ripped from your hands
and by now
the leaves are gone
replaced by afterbirth and growths
and by now
you understand
how it feels
to have a lighthouse in your head
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10. |
untitled 2
02:48
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